Today has been an interesting day emotionally for me. I've been a little all over the map with how I have been feeling from morning till now, the afternoon.
I find that my soul becomes anxious when I am not spending a window of time just to communicate with God. If I have that special time to spend with Him, it makes the day seem more lovely & little bit more manageable. I see more blessings rather than losses in my life.
A big question I have been asking myself is "what does the Lord have for me this year?" It's a scary thought at times, but overall, I have had a peace about my senior year of high school. This summer alone has brought about very unexpected changes already & it has been a season of growth, a tremendous time of heart searching. It gives me peace to know that God knows me & He sees me even during the darkest & uncertain times. That is the biggest thing that I have been giving thanks to God for over these past couple of weeks; God sees me & knows me more than anyone.
Having been thinking a lot about my future, I have been meditating on the crazy fact that God is outside of time. He sees me now & he also sees me at my wedding years from now. He knows it all because He has planned it according to who I am.
This upcoming week, I will be counseling a group of 7 girls at a Christian camp. I am very excited about this opportunity! I know that God has placed me with the girls that He wants me to be with & I am confident that Christ will work through my weaknesses to minister to them. Tomorrow is camp check-in, so I get to meet my girls for the first time! I can't wait.
I strongly believe that this week at camp will be amazing, not only for the kids attending, but for the counselors as well. I am looking forward to the yummy milkshakes during free time, rock climbing, walking, & having quiet times away.
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