For some reason, this week has just been really stinky. It seemed to begin on a stressful note & then proceed to go down hill from there. I told a couple of friends a story about my Monday. Basically, I had gone to bed late on Sunday night so I didn't catch up on sleep from prom, & then got up in the morning really early for the day. Here and there I took little naps that were just way too short and then that night had to do some work at church. I was already feeling really drained by the end of this day. But to top it off, I stepped on a snail & then that totally sent me over the edge. I cried over the snail & apologized for stepping on him...my family was really encouraging so that was sweet! But I don't really think it was the snail I had to cry over, it was just the whole day that felt chaotic. & basically, since that Monday, it has been a pretty sad week. I love gloomy weather, but when it's Spring time & California it should be sunny and bright! This overcast weather is not helping my heart at all.
Oh I just hate it when I get into my snits & let the week go to waste. I could say so much that is on my mind right now, but I suppose I'll save that for my journal.
I have so many things I have to pray for. I feel the way I do now when I am not praying & instead I'm focusing on other things of little value.
Oh I just pray that I would look beyond the things I so easily fret about here in this world. I want a eternal mindset. A heavenly mindset. I don't want to look past the blessings in my life because I'm simply too caught up in myself. My little self.
encouragement for this week:
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my
portion forever."
Psalm 73:26
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